I was
born in Waterbury, Connecticut, and lived in an Italian
neighborhood with a large extended family. My mother and
grandfather had a big vegetable garden out in back. One
year they planted a thousand tomato plants. I remember
running through the rows of plants, smelling the wonderful
tomato leaf smell.
In the front yard, my mother had a beautiful flower garden,
with old-fashioned rose bushes, bleeding hearts, peonies,
irises, great stands of phlox, bachelor buttons, and
Japanese lanterns, among other things. I spent a lot of
time there too, often eating the bachelor buttons. They’re
still my favorite flower, although I’ve stopped eating
them.
Also, there was a grapevine that ran about half the width
of the property, maybe about forty yards. I spent a lot of
time there too, eating a lot of grapes – something that I
still do.
There was a small, ramshackle wooden greenhouse in the back
yard. As you opened the door and stepped down over the worn
wooden threshold onto the dirt floor, you were met by the
rich smell of earth. I thought that this was one of the
best places in the world. I still think so. My uncles tore
down the old greenhouse and built a new bigger one, with
cinderblock and cement going halfway up the walls. There
was still a dirt floor but it never smelled the same.
These were my formative garden experiences. After I left
Waterbury and went to college, and then out on my own, I
had only intermittent opportunities to garden in the
various places I lived. It was not until my family and I
moved into an old farmhouse in Medford in 1981 that once
again I developed a relationship with a garden.
I love my wild unruly garden, which, it is true, has been
left too much on its own. I love to stand in front of it
and just take it all in. In return for this unconditional
love, the garden gives me unlimited inspiration. Actually,
it is sometimes as if the garden is almost dancing and
asking to be painted. Then when I am painting the garden,
it seems that I am not making a painting of the plants
themselves but of the life that is in them. I can feel the
life and can only keep trying to put it down in paint. And
I know that the life in the gardens of my childhood is
still with me, in a good way, and is asking, too, to be
given painted form.